This is the raw data, page by page, including all of her psychic impressions in the form of ideograms, complex drawings, and spoken words. It’s for the people who want to conduct their own analysis for their own research. Hopefully this makes it easier!
Page #1 (Top) — The Colorful Network of Conscious Particle-Like Energies
Ideogram
Words & Drawings in Chronological Order:
“Energy, so much energy.”
“Swirling.”
“Connected.”
“Colors of all kinds.”
“Expansive.”
“Old and new.”
“Growing.”
“Network.”
*Begins drawing*
She draws green dots or nodes—representing particle-like energies.
She connects dots or nodes with lines, forming a network—representing a network of interconnected particle-like energies.
“Regular and irregular”
“Complicated”
“Like a neural network.” “Synapse.” “Electric.” “Consciousness.”
“This is really complicated. Complicated [*she underlined this*].”
“It's so colorful. It’s crazy colorful.” (x3)
She adds colors to the network—representing colorful network of particle-like energies.
“It’s like everything is connected to everything else.” “This [*points to dot*] connects to this [*makes line to another dot*], connected to this [*makes connecting line to another dot*].” (See video 6:08 - 6:17)
“Energy is rising, it’s rising. It’s spreading. It’s rising and spreading." [*She makes hand movements* (See video 6:22 - 6:30)]
“Oh wow. Wow. Wow. It’s beautiful.”
“It just keeps spreading out and spreading out and spreading out.”
“Goes on forever—or infinite, forever.”
“It’s pulsing. Messaging. It’s outward and inward.” [*She makes hand movements* (See video 8:38 - 8:57)]
“It’s like really amazing. Amazing. Amazing. Amazing [*she underlines*]!!!!”
“Wow.”
“Pure energy. Consciousness with nodes. Unlimited amount of nodes.”
Page #1 (Bottom) — Swirling, Expanding Energy with Nodes of Energy Beings Creating Frequencies
The bottom of the first page. This seems to be separate impressions.
Ideogram
A combined ideogram of “beings” and “structure.”
“Structure.” “Beings.” “Structure and Beings.”
Words & Drawings in Chronological Order:
“Structure.”
She draws a spiral — representing spiraling energy.
“It's expansive, extending.” “You can see it if you look for the pattern.”
She drew arrows pointing out from the center of the spiral — representing the energy expanding.
“Frequency. Frequencies—multiple.”
She draws red jagged lines criss-crossing on top of arrows — representing energetic frequencies.
“Structure, beings. Where are the beings? In the structure. Beings in the structure. Actually beings are the structure [*she underlines this*].”
She draws red dots in the peaks and troughs of each jagged line — representing the particle-like energy beings that are the structure, creating the frequencies.
Page #2 — The Central Energy as Blue Light, Sending Out Energy Nodes — The Energy si Spiraling & Expanding
Ideogram
Words & Drawings in Chronological Order:
“Energetics.”
“Fast outward and inward pulse.”
“Structure and beings.”
“Elevated. Up and down. Spreading.”
“Dimension. Dimensions. More than 1. More than 3. Rather, more than time and space.
*Begins re-drawing sketch that was the page 1 (bottom)*
She draws a blue spiral — representing spiraling energy.
She draws green arrows pointing out from the spiral’s center — representing expanding energy.
She draws red jagged lines criss-crossing on top of arrows — representing energetic frequencies.
She draws red dots in the peaks and troughs of each jagged line — representing the particle–like energy beings creating the frequencies.
“Okay let’s figure this out.” [talking out loud to herself]
“This is a structure with regularity, yet chaos.”
“Connected.”
“Infinite.”
“Nodes, network.”
“What’s here in the center? Center is pure light. It’s blue. Sending out, accepting in. Transforming.”
She draws blue streaks in the center of the spiral — representing the central energy as pure blue light.
[She labels the red dots inside frequencies as:] “Being. Being. Being.” [She explains:] “Being in both senses of the word. A being is being [she underlined]”
She labels red dots as “being,” “being,” and “being” — representing the particle-like energy beings.
[She draws a curved arrow which points to red frequency lines & labels it as:] “Frequency. Harmony, disharmony. Yin + yang, opposite, making totality.”
She draws a curved arrow which points to red frequency lines and labels it as what’s above: “Frequency. Harmony, disharmony. Yin + yang, opposite, making totality.”
“Sense of presence.”
“Wonder.”
“Acceleration.”
“Can’t stop it.”
“It just is [*she underlines*]. Just is.”
“This is beautiful. So beautiful.”
“These nodes actually go in every direction.”
She draws green arrows pointing out from blue center light — representing the blue central energy sending out particle-like energy beings in every direction.
“Heart. Heart. A sense of like a beating heart.”
She draws a beating heart — likely representing central energy pulsing out particle-like energy beings.
“Okay the beings. What kind of beings? [prompt]” “Multiple beings. Different, yet from “the same source.”
“Okay what’s the connection [prompt]”.
“The center was and is forever.”
“Center is all being. All sense of everything here.”
“Okay next map.” [*she moves onto new page*].
Page #3 — The Conscious, Colorful Network of Particle-Like Energies
Prompt
“New perspective.”
Ideogram
A combined ideogram of “beings” and “movement.”
Words & Drawings in Chronological Order:
“Beings.” “Movement.”
“In and out of connection.” “Off and on. Like a switch.”
“One molds into something new over time.”
“It’s my beads. I feel like I know them. Like family. A large, expansive, family tree.”
She draws dots or beads — representing particle-like energy beings.
“All connected”
“Morphing.”
“Becoming so much more together”
“Its connections between every being.”
She connects the dots or beads with lines, forming a network — representing interconnected particle-like energy beings.
“Wow. Okay. Gives me the sivers, in a good way.”
“Beings all connected—they don’t all know it. Only some, but those some are important to all. Okay, okay. So, this one is important [*colors dot in green*]. This one [*colors another dot in green*]. This one [*colors another dot in green*]. Important; yet all are important, but this one knows, sees, and remembers [*Labeling a green dot*]. This one does not know, but tries to know [*colors in yellow dot*]. This one does not know, not trying yet, but will, needs to wake up, sleeping still [*colors in another yellow dot*].”
She colors in beads different colors, like green and yellow — representing how some particle-like energy beings are important and know the connection (green dots), while others don’t (yellow dots).
“They’re all connected.”
“Is this some kind of neural network, or synapses, neurons? Like a brain—but not a brain. A brain is a reflection of this.”
“This is primary source material [*she underlines this several times*]. Primary source. Source. Source is important. Why? [prompt]. From which all things spring and rise up. ‘We are an echo of this source. We are an echo.’”
“That’s what it's doing. It’s growing, expanding.”
“Waiting for everyone to catch up–to catch up, to wake up, to see, to know.”
“It’s like the tree of knowledge. Tree of knowledge. Fruit of knowledge.”
She draws a tree with red fruits — representing knowledge contained in the particle network, analogous to a tree of knowledge with fruits of knowledge.
“Knowing. Aware. This is aware. This is a being in and of its own self. Entirety is a being [*she underlines this several times*].”
Page #4 — The Central Source Energy
Prompt
“Go to central being.”
Ideogram
A combined ideogram with “being” and “energy.”
Words & Drawings in Chronological Order:
“Being.” “Energy.”
“It’s this light. This beautiful light. It’s blue. So beautiful. Shimmers.”
She draws blue waves rippling outward — representing the center as blue, shimmering energy waves.
“Consciousness. Mind.”
“Expansion. Like a reverberation throughout everything.”
“Pure source. Source. This is source [*labels central energy waves as ‘Source’*], and this is source [*labels outer energy waves as ‘source’*], all are source.”
She draws blue waves rippling outward, later labeling them as “source” — representing the central source energy as blue, shimmering energy waves.
“There’s so many along the waves [*draws red dots on all the waves*]. This is source [*points to dot*]. These are all source [*points to dot*]. Same source. All sources equal.”
She draws red dots on the blue energy waves and labels them as “source” — representing particle-like source energy beings on the shimmering blue source energy waves.
“Wonder.”
“Beautiful.”
“Expanding.”
“Incredible.”
“Structure like I’ve never seen.”
“It goes everywhere. Inside me. It’s inside me. Like a flowering, an opening. Open heart and mind. I feel connected to everything. Feel connected to absolutely everything.”
“I just want to drink it in. So much energy. So much energy.”
“There’s this frequency, like a wave. A wave outward and inward.”
She draws red squiggles emanating from waves — representing frequency waves.
“Love. Loving. Precious.”
“This is just unusual, but I know it. I know it. I know what this is, but I can’t name it.”
“It’s beyond me, in me. Expanding, opening my heart. I feel everything. This is like a person [*circles red dot in blue*]. This is like a tree [*circles another red dot*]. This it’s like a cup [*circles another red dot*]. This is a rock [*circles red dot*]. This is an alien [*circles red dot*]. This is a car [*circles red dot*]. And this is a river [*circles red dot*]. It’s everything. It’s everything. A car, a tree, a river, a rock, an alien, a person. Ohh. In spiral. All in spiral. All in spiral together. I don’t know if that’s a word. Echoing. Echoing memory, love and connection. I can know what it is to be a rock, like I did before. I can know everything if I connect. I connect, I can know everything.”
She circles red dots in blue labeling them as different beings like “person,” “tree,” “cup,” “rock,” “alien,” “car,” “river” — representing how source energy contains the knowledge of everything (see here)
“There’s all this incredible color. There’s colors I don’t have crayons for. Write that down, that’s important. Colors I can perceive, can’t quite identify.”
She colors in yellow and green within the source energy waves — representing either colored source energy fields from source energy waves, or colored particle-like energy beings.
“It’s like the yin and yang, opposite and similar, together darkness and light [*she draws a yin-yang symbol*]. There’s darkness [*she colors in blackness surrounding everything*]. Darkness and light.”
She draws a yin-yang symbol, then colors darkness surrounding everything — representing the nothingness/darkness/no-energy that surrounds the source’s energy/light.
Page #5 — The Beginning
Prompt
"Lets get a new perspective. Go to beginning.”
Ideogram
She makes an “energy” ideogram, labeling it as “pure energy.”
“Pure energy.”
Words & Drawings in Chronological Order:
“Pure energy”
“Formation.”
“Above and below.”
“Lightness and darkness.” “Light in the dark.”
“Nothing to something.”
“Conscious, alive, but eternal.”
The Progression
“It was here [*she draws a center point*]. Then it was here [*she draws first circle around center point*]. Then it was here [*she draws larger second circle around center point*]. And now it’s here [*she draws the outermost circle from center point*].”
She draws a center point—representing the “primary moment” of creation that’s just “an idea” or “thoughtform” that is also “source.” She then draws four concentric circles (circles that share the same center point), with fourth and outermost circle being much further out than the other circles — likely representing the source’s idea/consciousness beginning to expand or grow, and then creation growing.
The Center Point
She draws labels from the center point, and explains what it is with the words quoted below.
“Primary moment. Just an idea from somewhere else—created, then creation, then more creation, expanding.”
“Thoughtform from somewhere else.”
“I cannot access. Okay let’s see if I can access it. I’m building a door to open and access.”
She draws a door as a prompt, to try to get more information on the center point.
“It's powerful. Energy, laughing, playing. Beautiful. Expansive. Needed a new playground.”
“It is the source. It is the source. Source to source.”
“Source is incomprehensible.”
“This is like a being in a state of being.”
“’Hello! Trying to communicate’ [*she speaks this outloud as a prompt, to try to communicate with this being*]. ‘I am you. I am ALL’ [*the beings response*]. Woah, thank you [*her reaction*].”
“I have to figure it out in my own time, because source equals time—it’s all together, not linear, not a progression [*she underlines this to get more information*]. It’s not a progression. It is only awake or asleep.”
The Concentric Circles
[*She touches the circles to try to prompt more information*]
“This being [*she points to center point*] is the same as this being [*she points to second circle*] is the same as this being [*she points to outermost circle*]. All the same being (*she draws a label for all the circles and labels it as that*].”
She labels the concentric circles as “all the same being.”
The Dots on Concentric Circles
“Little pieces started here [*she draws dots on the lines of all the circles, staring with innermost circle*] . They’re all source—pieces of source that reflect the whole, like an infinite stretch of mirrors without distraction.”
She draws red dots on the lines of all the circles, starting with the innermost circle — likely representing the particle-like energy beings that are “pieces of source that reflect the whole, like an infinite stretch of mirrors.”
She circles one red dot in the first circle then another red dot on the second circle and connects them with a line, then says, “to know this is to know this. Everything is connected. To know one, is to know all” — likely representing how particle-like energy beings are interconnected, even at the beginning of creation.
Back To The Entire Drawing
“Overwhelming. So beautiful.”
“Pattern in the chaos.”
“High conceptual—diffiicult to describe.”
“It is both an idea and a structure.”
“Not linear. One moment that is all moments.”
“I feel so peaceful. So peaceful.”
“Pure energy, consciousness. Pure energy of consciousness—with love, hate, all emotion, all-color, all to experience, and wonder about.
“To know this [*circles a red dot*] is to know this [*circles another red dot*]. Everything is connected. To know one, is to know all.”
“A message: ‘Don’t turn off.’”
“Okay, this is so complicated. Complex, yet simple if you look for the pattern. It’s everywhere. Pattern is everywhere [*she underlines this several times*].”
“Amazing. It feels amazing. What the hell is this? It’s beautiful.”
“What the hell is this? . . The universe? Feels like the universe. It’s more than the universe, it goes beyond, it came from before, and has already expanded beyond. There’s universes of all different kinds. It’s ALL. It’s ALL.”
She draws different kinds of shapes — representing how this beginning is now “more than the universe, it goes beyond, it came from before, and has already expanded beyond,” literally to “universes of all different kinds.”
This is the end of the session…