Experience Details:
Experience:
Depression From Disillusionment with Himself and Church
“...In utter disillusionment with self and church, I came to ‘the end of my tether’. In a state of intense inner wretchedness, of such intensity that my mind seemed on the point of breaking,
I got up at 4 a.m. and began wandering aimlessly in the woodshed hillside. This went on for some time tunil, unexpectedly, the words of the 130th psalm sounded clearly in my mind: ‘And plenteous redemption ever found in HIm; and, from all its annuities, he Israel shall redeem’
Enveloped By Light — 
Feels Loving, As If Its Compassionate
With these words a light seemed to envelop me, and there flowed into my desolate heart such a flood of Love and Compassion that I was overwhelmed and overpowered by the weight of it.
I was stricken by such wonder and amazement that I burst into tears of joy: it seemed to flow through my whole being with a cleaning and healing virtue.
From that moment I knew that Love was the nature of reality. I was fit and well again. The experience is as real today as it was then.”