NDE Details:
Subject: Cami M, a 1 year old baby girl from the United States.
Religious Background (Prior To NDE): No affiliation at such a young age, but born into a Mormon Christian family that later pushed the religion on her and her siblings.
NDE Cause: When she was just 1 year old, she was drowned in the bathtub by her older 2 year old sister. She was underwater for about 6 minutes, during which her likely heart stopped. Her mom found her in time and gave her CPR, successfully reviving her.
Table of Contents:
NDE Report (Edited Excerpts):
NDE Cause: Recalls Drowning Her in Bathtub as 1 Year Old Baby
My first memory in this life begins abruptly when I was just over one year old, in the bathtub with my older sister, who was approximately two and a half. I was fully aware of my surroundings at age one, that I was in the bathtub with my sister. At this point, my memory becomes fuzzy until the next vivid event shortly afterward. I am being held down on my back under the water. I do not clearly recall how I came to be submerged. I recall the water was warm and shallow, but just deep enough to cover my small body. My sister was pressing her hand onto my forehead, holding me down purposefully. I was looking at her face through the inch or two of water as I strained with all my might to get up for air. I saw a frown on her face. She says she was baptizing me, and others insist it was normal sibling rivalry. I felt angry that she would take away my life before I had a chance to live. The anger quickly turned to sadness that my time was short. Absolutely terrified, I knew I was going to die, so I accepted my fate and made peace with it. There was nothing I could do. I was completely powerless. I forgave her.
Out-Of Body Experience (OBE)
Immediately afterward, I left my body.
Floating in Blackness or Vast Void
The next thing I knew, I felt propelled at an infinite speed over an infinite distance through a vast, black void. I was not looking through eyes, but I could see in all directions. The blackness looked solid and opaque, but was light as fog. It gave way freely. I felt profoundly exhausted.
Becoming Gold Light With 
Colors Unlike Anything in World
Thankfully, as the opaque black foggy void began to dissipate, I beheld the most beautiful golden light I have ever seen, with colors I have never seen in this world. There were vast congregations of glorious colors everywhere. I feel like my everyday vision before being drowned is akin to black and white television, quite mundane, as compared to the dazzling vibrancy of the colors of the Light. Like a cloudy, grey sky compared to the succulent pinks, purples and oranges of the most exquisite sunset.
I no longer felt exhausted, but rejuvenated. I wholeheartedly wished to be as beautiful as that light. Immediately upon thinking that, I began to see more and more beautiful colorful, and warm, soothing, golden light, until I was surrounded and encompassed by it, becoming this exquisitely beautiful light. I then became aware, or remembered, that I am the light, and the light is me. I knew, I am that light.
🪷 Feeling Joy Because Of Being The Light
I remember feeling joy that I am the light, the light is me. Joy literally flooded my being. Incredible joy. In this world, the only times I have felt an equivalent level of joy to what I felt while out of body, is in the company of animals, mostly, and a handful of humans. It is the pure joy of genuine connection.
Feeling of Being Everything, All Of Existence
Remembrance that I am everything then eternally flooded me. Once I remembered that I am everything, I resumed my complete awareness and understanding of everything, as such.
I remembered that I am everything, and as I let myself resume experiencing being everything, I felt infinite. I am everything and I experience connection with all that is, including every individual part of the wholeness of everything. I could transition instantly from being a one-year-old baby girl in a physical body to being everything eternally conscious and feeling that my identity is exactly the same, either way. I cannot figure out how to express in words the feeling of being everything.
It’s like everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. All things occur in a limitless, eternal sense.
Understands Everything About Universe
I also understood everything about the universe.
Feeling of Being Love, Everything is Love
“I also felt that I am love, the light is love, everything. We are love. I love everyone. Everyone is infinite love. As I wrote in my childhood journal, “I love everyone in the whole earth.”
Feels Safe
This was the most liberating, safe feeling I have ever experienced. I cannot figure out how to express in words the feeling the absolute peace and safety I experienced.
Feels Identity Is Part of Conscious Mind
I was again part of the eternally unwavering conscious mind of joy, home. It felt completely inconsequential to no longer be in a body. I felt fully myself again, my identity so strong and clear.
Feels Familiar & Like Home
Everything also felt so familiar. The familiarity continued to grow stronger and stronger. I recognized where I am: This is home, where I have always been, where we have all always been. I recognized home immediately as the place where I have always been and will always be.
I wanted to be forever home.
Decision to Return to Body Because of Life’s Mission
I felt a sense I was on the precipice of another big realization, but right then an awareness came that I had a decision: I could stay home or return to my body. I knew if I returned, I would have a very painful and difficult life. Even knowing that, I felt I had a very important reason to return. I have a mission. Choosing to return did not detract from the utter joy I felt about my mission in this world. I remembered my mission for my human life was to embody love.
Revived by Mother
Returning to my body, enough time had passed that my mother had returned and saw me. She resuscitated me using infant CPR techniques she had learned only a week before. My heart beat again after approximately six minutes underwater. My mother told me that upon seeing me, she heard a peaceful voice in her mind saying everything would be okay, which calmed her.