Jenny goes back to “source energy” — becomes individual “energy spark” that can “merge” back into “source” — feels "loving,” “safe” and “like home” — explains sparks “leave source” to “create universes” & “incarnate as souls,” then bring knowledge “back to source.”

Jenny: There’s nothing. There’s black, and I don’t see any land. I feel that I’m in space. I’m not on any surface. I’m in, I guess, the void. I don’t even see stars of any kind . . I can’t see anything . .

Dolores: Do you feel comfortable out there?

Jenny: Yes, I don’t feel any discomfort. But I don’t see any stars. I feel ... not a sense of being lost, but I’m not sure of where I am, or what I’m seeing. – I’ve asked them for help . .

Dolores: Let’s take you to where you’re supposed to go…” (p. 371.)

*Jenny goes through some kind of gateway or portal*

Experiencing The Source & The Sparks

Experiences Ego-Death & Becomes Energy Sparks

“Jenny: I’m going through. It’s safe. Now I’m feeling more of a rushing taking place. Before, it was like I was stationary and going through, but now it’s more of a rush. More quickly through it. And my body’s not my body. It’s more like it’s being disintegrated. It’s breaking into these sparks of light going through this intersection, as you will. So I don’t have a body anymore. It’s dissipated as I’m going through this.

Dolores: What do you feel you are if you’re not a body?

Jenny: I guess in my limited mind, I’m energy. That’s what it looks like: sparks, particles. It’s hard to explain. If you looked at the particles from far away, there is some form to it, but you can’t say, “That’s a head and that’s a leg.” From far away it would be some shape, but it’s not a shape that we know as a body.

Dolores: But it is some kind of form made out of these sparkles?

Jenny: Yes, sparkles.

The Energy Sparks Come In & Out Of The Blackness or Darkness (Central Source? or The Nothing?)

Jenny: Yes, sparkles. And they can come in and out. I can be part of everything when I’m in the blackness [Central Source?]. And then I can bring it back together to be a form [Source Spark]. If I have a purpose or a task to do, I bring it to more of a form [Source Spark]. And if not, then I become a part of everything again [Central Source?]. I go back in and out.” (p. 371.)

Jenny: “But in this place that I am now, I see that it’s a dark space. Not fearful of the dark, it’s just dark. And the only light is our light. It’s like having stars all over in the black sky, and those stars are individuals . . you could see the individual stars, if you will, or sparks.” (p. 372.)

The Central Source Energy Blackness is One with Everything (Contains All Energy, Knowledge, Consciousness), and Infinite in Scale

“Dolores: Where are you . . ?

Jenny: It’s everything. Where I am is everything.” (p. 371.) “It’s very strange the way I see it. I see it separate and yet it’s a part of everything. It’s like this place that I am is there. The other systems are in another situation, and yet I know that is a part of everything. Like we all are a part of everything. It just seems like a finer level. And some of us, even though we’ve experienced situations on Earth or anywhere else, we’ve always come from this spot [Source].” (p. 380.) And “It’s not like I can define it as if there’s a beginning and an end. There’s none of that. It’s just expansive. And it goes on forever in my mind’s eye. And I’m part of that. But there’s no, on some surface. It’s not a structure. It just goes on and on and on, like there’s no end to it. And yet I know I have a place in it.” (p. 371.)

Jenny Subconscious Later Explains: Here “there was knowledge, there was information, there was consciousness.” (p. 385.) It’s “one ball of knowledge, of energy, of creation of all that you can think of . . and [it] feel[s] [like] a part of everything.” (p. 383.) And it wants everyone to know that “what you truly are is part of this grid, part of this wholeness . . we are [all] part of something tremendous, loving, that has knowledge of everything.” (p. 386.)

Sparks Can Individualize or Merge Together and Become One Whole Source Energy

“Dolores: Are there others with you?

Jenny: Yes, there are many, many others. Let’s say there’s a whole view of different energy sparks . . and when I go into this place, I know where I belong as part of the Whole, then we become the Whole. If I move out, there’s a space that’s there for me specifically. It’s not like the others won’t encroach that space and fill it in, like it’s an empty spot…” (pp. 371-372.)

Analogy #1: Mothership (One Source Energy) & Small Ships (Energy Sparks)

“It’s as if I was a spaceship and I was going into a mothership and there’s — I don’t know what the wording is – my goodness. There’s a space like a docking area for that particular ship, let’s say, or you would know where to go and land. There would be that palace for that ship. It’s something like that, only I’m a spark of light and these are other sparks of light. And they know where I belong and I know where they belong. They each have their own space within this bigger space. They merge, like we merge as one. But it’s very hard to explain that I know where my place is within that merging…” (p. 372.) “They can become part of the space, whatever that is, and then become a smaller form.” (p. 371.)

Analogy #2: One Mind (One Source Energy) & Smaller Minds (Energy Sparks)

“They’re all there as sparks. We’re one thought, one energy, but we can be many energies when we split off.” (p. 372.) “In terms that I know to describe it, there’s one theme of this place. It’s like we all become a central mind, but yet we’re individual minds. I don’t know how to describe that…” (p. 373.)

Analogy #3: One Universe (One Source Energy) Made of Smaller Worlds (EnergySparks)

“I could say every spark is a world unto its own. And yet when we’re together, it becomes a massive world that is something larger than the individual.” (p. 373.)

“Or like, if that was one universe, and we’re individual worlds.” (p. 375.)

When Sparks Unified Together Its Because Of Purpose or Task

“So we know when we’re together there’s a certain purpose that has to be achieved.” (p. 373.) “Like everybody has a purpose. Like there’s a global purpose and there’s an individual purpose.” (p. 372.) “I don’t know how to describe that. But when we’re one, there is direction out of our knowing . . We know it comes out together like a command, but it’s not as such. We know as a whole what we must do, and yet we’re individuals in that thinking. We contribute. It’s not as if we’re robotic . . So we know when we’re together there’s a certain purpose that has to be achieved.” (p. 373.)

Sparks Can Merge or Become One and Lose Their Individuality, But Also Come Out And Become An Individual Spark Again

“Dolores: So you don’t merge to the point that you lose your individuality.

Jenny: In some cases when it’s required, yes, I could be part of that and I’ve lost it.” “They become one and there’s nothing else. There is one loving mass.” “But when it’s needed, I can come out of there and be an individual.” “We have the ability to individualize that particular consciousness, so that I can be an individual.” (p. 373.)

Sparks Are Part of God/Creator (One Source Energy), and When Unified Are Creator (One Source Energy)

“Jenny: …we [Sparks] are part of the Creator or God, or whatever you want to call this force . . When we’re all together, we’re it. Whether we’re together or not, we’re part of that. And when we’re not, . . we’re individuals [Sparks] . . And when we come back, we’re part of that Whole again.” (p. 376.)

Feels Loving, Safe, Like Home, & Like Resting Place — When Energy Sparks Merge Together as One Source Energy

Jenny: “when we’re all together, it makes where we are, our home. Like we are our home in our own form. And when we all come together, it makes a larger home. A larger place where we’re familiar and comfortable. We know that we belong there.” (p. 372.) “There are times of rest where you go back in there and it’s a loving thing. It’s beautiful. It’s safe, it’s calm, and it’s like a resting time.” (p. 372.) When “there is one loving mass . . It’s a comfortable feeling. It’s a loving feeling. It feels like home. It’s safe. It’s a safe haven, really a very safe haven. And again, it’s like a resting place.” (p. 373.) “That’s a safe haven not to forget.” (p. 385.) The fact that “we are part of something tremendous, loving.” (p. 386.)

Sparks Leave Source (Full Explanation)

Why Do Sparks Leave? — They’re Needed, They Must Go But Are Willing to Go, A Need to Help, They Go Create

“Jenny: …We have to go out of that safe haven sometimes to places that are not very pleasing or very nice or very safe. But we have such love of that force, that we know we must go. And we’re willing to go to these unsafe places, because we don’t question the asking of whatever has to be done. We just have to trust.

Dolores: If it’s so nice there, why would you separate and go somewhere else?

Jenny: Because there’s something innate in us that has to help, has to bring that beautiful thought of creation into being. And therefore, we do it willingly with love . . You’re here to help someone else, or to help this area . . . we’ve come down to help a particular place, situation, being . . [so we] have work to do…” (pp. 371, 373-374, 381.) “So there are difficult situations where there’s help needed in all places everywhere.” (p. 377.)

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“Jenny: …we [Sparks] are part of the Creator or God [Source ], or whatever you want to call this force . . Whether we’re together or not, we’re part of that. And when we’re not, when we’re individuals [Sparks] going down to these places, we have taken these abilities and its knowledge, out of this oneness. We go and do whatever needs to be done. And when we come back, we’re part of that Whole again [Source]. And it knows when some part of it is out.” (p. 374.)

Sparks Jobs or Tasks When Leaving Source — Many Different Kinds of Creating, Experiencing, and Learning At Different Levels

A. Sparks Can Separate to Create Systems of Physical Universes, or Incarnate as Souls, There’s Many Different Tasks or Jobs

“Dolores: But when you separate and go out, are you an individual soul at that time? What we call a soul or a spirit?

Jenny: You’re more than that. In this thing that I see, you’re more than a soul . . it’s like everything into one. It’s spiritual, it’s physical, and it’s non-dimensional and dimensional. It’s everything rolled into one.

And as you step down, different tasks are involved. You could be involved in creating something that are systems of physical places. But then you could step down really, really further, and you are an individual spark as a soul. And you go to certain places for a job…” (p. 376.) “So there are difficult situations where there’s help needed in all places everywhere. It’s just that it’s a different kind of help or a need…” (p. 377.)

B. Sparks Can Go To Many Places: Physical Places, Non-Physical Places, Or Purely Energetic Places

“Dolores: But you said earlier that sometimes you go to a physical place, and sometimes you don’t. What are the other places you would go?

Jenny: There are other places that are just energy. There’s no form involved. There are beings of higher learning, and they don’t have a need for physical space, whether it’s a planet or a world. Some of it is just color. Some of it is just sound. Yet there is living consciousness in all of these things.

Dolores: But they all have individual energies that live within a place like that?

Jenny: Yes. They could be individuals. Some of them are similar to what we have as a whole. They become as a group. So they’re part of their group, but it’s not like an individual, because they don’t necessarily have individual characteristics. They’re just part of that place that has no form.

Dolores: What would you learn in a place like that?

Jenny: There’s always learning to be done in different situations, that would benefit others in the way consciousness works or grows or expands, or doesn’t grow and expand. Maybe they are in higher learning, but they’re still limited in some form or another, because they don’t have everything they need. I don’t know if that’s understandable. So there are difficult situations where there’s help needed in all places everywhere. It’s just that it’s a different kind of help or a need. Sometimes, it’s to expand their knowledge. I don’t know if it’s to know more about emotions. Just to have a better idea of the whole ball of wax, but everything fits together. It’s just been separated for a purpose.

Dolores: But it doesn’t sound as complicated as human life, physical life.

Jenny: No, because here [Earth] you have more things to deal with. It’s so diverse. It doesn’t mean that the magnitude of the problems that other entities face in their home worlds is less. Maybe their worlds are being destroyed because of physical situations. Physical, not weather patterns, but they might need to find another place to live, or solve their problems in their environment. But here [Earth] you have more problems . . So it’s harder to be here…” (p. 377-378.)

Sparks Forget Source After Leaving — Sparks Forget In Order to Not Bias Experience, & Experience Places Like Other Beings There Do Fully

“Jenny: …when we’re in these other places, we forget who we are. It’s important that we forget, because in bringing whatever lesson or light into another existence – if we knew who we are, if we knew we could do certain things, or that it was only a temporary stay – that we’re there to do a task and go back, it would give a bias to what is happening . . So it would taint, it would bias what we’re bringing…” (p. 374.)

“Jenny: ….again most important, it’s that we don’t remember. Otherwise, we might have an attitude of, “Oh, I know what comes next,” so it taints the exercise. So we have to go through that ourselves with these other beings, or whoever they are, so it’s not biased…” (p. 375.)

“Jenny: …But we have to go through whatever is happening in that place. We have to go through it at the same processes that they are going through. These entities, the beings, whatever. We have to go through it, because we have to be in the same situation as they are. And in progressing through whatever problems or situations or difficulties they’re having . . by working through the same problems, we show a doorway or a path that they could take to betterment, or to higher evolvement or what they need to go through…” (p. 374.)

Sparks “Getting Stuck” After Forgetting Source (What “Getting Stuck” Means) (Why Getting Stuck “Isn’t Bad”) (How Sparks “Get Help” When Stuck) (How to Not Get Stuck)

What Getting Stuck Means — Getting “Caught Up,” “Attached” or “Dragged Down” in What You’re Doing, Experiencing, or Creating and Forgetting Where You Come From and What You Are

“Jenny: …It’s not so simple as, “Okay, I know who I am. I’m here to do something.” (p. 381.) “Because there’s no memory of who you are, you get caught up in what you’re working with. You’re here to help someone else, or to help this area. But you become a part of – not the problem – but a part of it too much. You get attached to it, or you’re caught up in whatever they’re feeling and doing, and you forget where you’ve come from. You come from a higher place of peace and wonder and abilities. Here, you’re limited and you forget.” (p. 378.) “Where you come from, it’s so wonderful, and you know you can do all these things. But you don’t realize how dense it is in whatever situation or place you’re at. So you can, through time, be sort of dragged down in what you create.” (p. 380.)

“Jenny: Some of us come down from that nice wonderful space and we lose ourselves. And it takes us a while to understand what’s going on and get back there.” (p. 378.) “You think you understand it all, but once you get into these situations or these places, some of it is so dark that you can easily lose yourself.” (p. 379.)

“Jenny: …let’s say, you worked in a really low vibration, you could either – when you’ve forgotten – get caught up in that situation, or you have like a superiority. You see, this is why sometimes it’s not good to understand. It’s very complex. You could feel superior to these other people that you’re with, or beings, or whatever situation. And then you lose that spiritual side of who you are. You think you’re better than someone else. And therefore, you get deeper into that negativity or that place or situation.” (p. 382.)

“Jenny: …So therefore, we’re kind of stuck, if you will, until it has also been worked out; until we found our way out.” (p. 381.)

Why Getting Stuck Isn’t Bad — Still Enriching Source by Experience, Learning

“Jenny: …But it’s not a negative thing in one way, because in that finding out, sometimes this is where the richness of information is. Because, if you were to come from that place to this, and you zap in and out. You’ve done your thing, but you haven’t really experienced anything. You haven’t felt anything. It’s too quick. So in being stuck, there it is a positive note. Whatever you’re feeling and going through, you are enriching the Whole in its expansion of its knowledge. Its expansions of feelings, expansion of everything of what it is. So it’s not necessarily a negative thing. It’s a good thing in some ways, because it all serves. It’s all intertwined and it serves purposes. You don’t really know what that purpose is when you’re down here…” (p. 381.)

How Sparks “Get Help” When Stuck (From Within Themselves & Other Beings)

“Dolores: Isn’t there a danger that you might be totally lost, and not know how to get back?

Jenny: Yes. And I think in this case, that’s what happened to me. But again, there’s an understanding, there’s a hope, there’s a spark. There’s something in us that tells us, no, you have to keep on going. You have to strive. There are lights at the end of the tunnel, so to speak, and you will find your way again . . there’s something inbred in that individual or spark that will carry you back.” (p. 378-379.) “...in us, there’s something that pushes us to strive even when we’re so-called “lost”. You would say there’s something built into you that will tell you. Slowly you start coming out of it and there’s more knowledge given to you. And again that’s a process that helps you, because you realize the Creator realizes.” (p. 378.) “It will become known to these people when the time is right. That, “Okay, it’s time to realize who you are, and you were meant to do a certain thing here and go back.” (p. 379.)

“Jenny: …What has happened in the past when people do get lost helping the beings that live there, others will come and try to help them. So in some cases, depending on where you’ve gone astray – because many have forgotten who they are – there’s always a timing involved, and there is help . .

Dolores: So the ones that come and help are other sparks?

Jenny: Yes, yes, they are. . . they’re there with you and they will always guide you to people or situations…” (p. 379. 382.)

How To Not Get Stuck as Spark: Remember Source, and Don’t Get Caught Up in Your Creations & Other Experiences

“Jenny:... Not to be stepping down. Yes, creation, we all create, but it’s not to get caught up again in the creation. It is to understand why it was done, where we came from, and not get caught up in the things that we did . . . You could be anything in other lives, but what you truly are is part of this grid, part of this wholeness. It’s not important what the body looks like or what pain it has. We can die many, many times. It doesn’t matter. What matters is the soul. That higher existence that is eternal. That’s the thing you have to nourish.

Dolores: That’s what you want people to know.

Jenny: Yes, yes. We have to go back to the basics. But the most important fact is that we are part of something tremendous, loving, that has knowledge of everything. And get away from the creations we’ve created. We manifest every second of the day. And not to be caught up again and lose our – we call it “divinity” – lose that spark of life that we have, by being caught up in “Who was I, what did I do?” You’re also letting go. You’re not experiencing the life that you’ve chosen to experience . . Aim high to that love. Show that love to everybody you meet. Compassion, understanding will come to you…” (pp. 385-387.)

Sparks Returning to Source (Full Explanation)

Sparks Return to Unload Individual Experience In Order to Expand The Source’s Information, Knowledge, Awareness

“Jenny: But then we do go back, we always do, whether it takes us years and years and eons.

We do go back and that knowledge also enriches, if we could call it “one mind” – it’s not really a mind. It enriches that space that I come from, and it keeps expanding with the knowledge. And each individual spark will go somewhere different, and of course, when they come back it just enriches that knowledge, that information, and that understanding, whether it’s in motions or different ways of doing things.

Dolores: What you’re experiencing in the physical?

Jenny: Yes, yes, because sometimes it is in a physical. We’ve gone to a physical place, and whatever timeline they’re in, we’re in that timeline. And so we experience whatever situation of the days, so to speak, wherever we find ourselves. So when we go back, it’s still in us, and that information expands that space that becomes larger, if you will. And again, it doesn’t seem to have limitations, like top or bottom or side view or anything. It’s very expansive. I can’t see an end to this.

Dolores: With the information it grows.

Jenny: It’s expanding also, yes, the forces of the Creator’s knowledge of itself. It knows to be omnipresent in all these things. But it also has to reference it; it has to know itself. It’s very hard to explain, because it knows itself. But by these sparks individually experiencing what it is in some form or another, it’s also putting reference to its existence. It knows it to be wonderful, powerful, all of these things, but I guess it’s a step down to these other sparks. That when they go out, they’re experiencing one form or another of its glorious nature or its abilities. Because we are part of the Creator or God, or whatever you want to call this force.

Dolores: That is this thing you’re describing?

Jenny: Yes. When we’re all together, we’re it. Whether we’re together or not, we’re part of that. And when we’re not, when we’re individuals going down to these places, we have taken these abilities and its knowledge, out of this oneness. We go and do whatever needs to be done. And when we come back, we’re part of that Whole again. And it knows when some part of it is out.

Dolores: So it knows and keeps track of each little spark?

Jenny: Yes, because we’re part of it. Or like, if that was one universe, and we’re individual worlds. You see, when we go out, we’re individual universes. We have all that information, and when we come back, we’re part of a greater one.” (pp. 375-376.)

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“Jenny: …At the same time while you’re helping others, you’re also learning by accumulating information that you’ve learned there. So you take it back to the systems, to the world. And then again you go back to this place that’s like the loading dock. Like you’re part of the Whole.

Dolores: Then it unloads all the information.

Jenny: Yes, and then when you go back, the information that’s in that individual world spark – whatever – is transmuted automatically to everything else that’s there. There’s no effort, and when you go to that space, it’s sort of defined. It’s funny why you’re redefining a space in such a concept, but you know where your space is. And once you’re there you know, like the ship that goes into that special dock. And there’s a period when you disseminate information, let’s say, to your boss or to your commander and a downloading. And that’s given automatically when you’re in that space.” (pp. 376-377.)

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Jenny: “Whatever you’re feeling and going through, you are enriching the Whole in its expansion of its knowledge. Its expansions of feelings, expansion of everything of what it is . . . Everything is absorbed back into that one ball of knowledge, of energy, of creation of all that you can think of. It goes back into that, and you feel a part of everything . . . But you see, the knowledge that was acquired during that period of time of creation, of manifestation, is not lost. That’s a part of that entity. It’s a part of that individual spark, so it’s never lost. It’s part of you…” (p. 381, 383, 384.)

Sparks Return & Feel Not Much Time Went By (Time Feels Different)

“Jenny: …And I [a spark] could be away for many, many eons, but to us it’s not. In that place, it’s like a snap of a finger. It depends on where we go. It’s very short in comparison to other places where there’s a limitation of time. I could be away for a very long time, but when I get there, I realize I haven’t been. It feels like I haven’t been away that long…” (p. 373.)

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“Dolores: That’s why you said it can take eons of time.

Jenny: Yes, it could. But then, when you get back, it’s so wonderful to be back there that you thought, “Oh, well, I was only away for a few seconds.” (p. 383.)

Eventually All Individual Sparks & All Creation Gets Absorbed Back Into Source, then A New Creation & Spark Splitting Starts

“Dolores: Then, there are times when all of the sparks go back to the Source?

Jenny: Yes. There’s a time where there’s kind of a resting period, where they do. We are all back. And then it’s time to go out again.

Dolores: When all of the sparks are back together, what happens to the creations they have created?

Jenny: I think it’s all drawn back, the way I see it. At some point, everything has to come back, whether we’re the individual spark, and we’ve created worlds and whatever. They all have to come back for a resting place. They’d all come and be a part of the Whole again, so those creations are brought back, because they’re all manifestations, really. But there’s a twofold thing here where they all come back for a rest. And that is when the whole of everything comes back for a rest.

Dolores: Then, in that case, everything they created is gone.

Jenny: Yes, the way I understand it. There’s not a force to hold it there. All of that is back into its resting place for a time. But in between these great expansions of time, the individual ones can go in and go out and do certain things and come back for a rest. That doesn’t mean that all of them are at rest, but there are points of time when they all come back.

Dolores: So at that time when all of the sparks go back into the Whole, everything they have created just disappears.

Jenny: It’s like a drawing in. For instance, I would have created so many things. They integrate back into me, and I integrate back into the Whole. And then something else is created. Something fresh. Everything is absorbed back into that one ball of knowledge, of energy, of creation of all that you can think of. It goes back into that, and you feel a part of everything. There’s no separation.

Dolores: In that case, it does not really disappear. It’s just integrated.

Jenny: It’s integrated back, exactly. But all these things I’ve created as individual manifestations, nothing is really lost because it was a part of me, and I was a part of that.

Dolores: So after you rest for a while, then what happens?

Jenny: Then it’s time to start up again. It’s another thing. It’s a constant. But you see, the knowledge that was acquired during that period of time of creation, of manifestation, is not lost. That’s a part of that entity. It’s a part of that individual spark, so it’s never lost. It’s part of you. So you go out now and create some more. And you go through that process again of learning. But yet it’s like something new, something fresh, and yet it’s something old…” (pp. 383-384.)